Dear diary…
I wish I could at least take a break from this body.
I can’t stand it.
i’ve died alone in my room 3000 times nothing you can say can hurt me.
(via cuntentcreator)
It feels like i’m unfit for any type of relationship - romantic, friendship or even being a good family member
‘suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem’
I think it’s past temporary when I’ve felt the same for 10 years now
I just know that if I move out and I’m by myself, I’m going to end up cutting ties with everyone and it’s just a matter of time for a neighbor to complain about a smell and some unfortunate soul will find my decomposed body
Ever cried in your bed curled up in a ball because you’re alive and can’t die?
“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”—
*scrolls far back into my blog* oh yes…i was suffering quite vigorously here
(via high-butch)







